Sorry.
I became emotional again. I guess, my subconscious is reminding me of good times and bad times from my past. The type of past that I was trying to avoid all along. Even before Brenth came.
The adrenalin rush of having somebody for a while. A momentary loss.
I dare not to mention the person again. I am moving on, still. After many years. It's just that he was a part of my life and no matter how bitter I became, he will never be nothing to me.
The after experience was mentioned in Chapter thirty four and I do not wish to open the chapter of who he was in my life back then. I guess, it was a proper exposure to let him in to this book. And that's final.
So, I guess it's just right to let destiny make it's way to our lives. I believe that Timmy and I had arrived in a certain point of maturity when it comes to the type and kind of relationship that we are in.
We make ample decisions and enough mistakes to learn. Whatever it is that belonged to my past, I will treasure. Some of it might be about happiness and sadness, but every bit of it makes me hole.
With these memories, they made me better, wiser, and stronger. And I will live by.
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