Nobody deserves Hana

Nobody deserves Hana.

“How can you do this to me? You’re my big brother for heaven’s sake! How could you let him do that to me? You know how much I’ve been through with that bastard! He’s never gonna be good for me.”

“Easy girl. Timmy is my best friend. Of course you weren’t able to know that part because I’ve been keeping it to you ever since. “

“Why? Oh… I know. It’s so easy for you to keep secrets from me, and it was so difficult for me to keep secrets from you. It was really unfair! Most especially when he knows everything about me because my brother knows everything about me. No secrets to his best friend but tons of secrets to his sister! That’s GREAT!!!”

“Hey, slow down. Please, please, please. It’s not what it seems. I never took you for granted. Timmy doesn’t know much about you. Well.. unless he asks. And, I know. I’m guilty for some of it. ‘cause he was really asking a lot about you.”

“Awkward. Crappy confession.”

“I know it’s awkward. Because ever since you’ve tried so hard to fight him, he became very unstoppable. He became so interested in you, I then realize that he’s doing everything to make you mad for him to get your attention.”

“No! He wouldn’t do such thing. Fool. The more you hate the more you love theory. It doesn’t matter anymore. Things have changed. BROTHER!!!! Why did you let him walk into my life again?”

“Because you are Hana. My sister. My best man’s priced possession, which he never will be able to acquire. You are thinking of escaping Brenth’s arms then. That’s what the family has been thinking about when you decided to move into this house. Until, I felt you’re happiness as you bother me by speaking tales of Arnold and his stuffs.”

“What? .. All these time? You’ve been thinking that I am making this house a scapegoat to Brenth? Of course not! Yes, I am happy but it’s not about Arnold. And what the hell is going on to Timmy?!? He doesn’t, wouldn’t, couldn’t shouldn’t like me. I’m never someone’s priced possession. I am JUST Hana.”

Please don’t emphasize Timmy liking me. Sooo impossible. That guy never spoke to me, except the other night. I never saw him smile or smirk, he’s a pain. And what now? His my brother’s best man? Damn! What’s the sense?

Brenth is a history. Timmy was my elementary-high school-nightmare. Arnold? Well, he is my not-so-close-classmate-in-elementary-days. And I am just Hana. Nobody’s girl.

Oh please. Spare Timmy from this crap. Or spare me if it’s true. Liking each other? No. I won’t let that happen.