It did seem like I’ve been wishing for you to call and text me after your being AWOL. I still feel cheated when you left me without saying a word and I even feel miserable for not hearing anything from you ‘til now.
It just feels not right. Forgive me for saying this but I think you deserve to hear every single word that I am about to say.
YOU don’t deserve her. The same way that she don’t deserve you.
If she cheated, let her do her stuff. It just proves that she didn’t love you the same way that you thought she did. Face it! She cheated because there’s a lot that’s wrong with her and not with you. Probably she didn’t have the guts to stay with you because she knows that you don’t deserve her. And please, please, please… don’t blame yourself for what she did. Don’t try to cover up for her! Covering up for every mistake she did won’t make you feel any better. Just face it! She has a lot of things going on in her sick mind that she let go somebody like you.
If you felt defeated because she had someone this easy, don’t feel devastated. PLEASE. Instead, please feel sorry for her. ‘Cause it just means that the guy that she is seeing now is also a loser like her. A guy who lets himself be fooled with someone like her, a rebound. It just sucks to hear and realize that the person you used to love and now you call your ex left you for a third party. But.. it doesn’t mean that it ends there. What goes around comes around. REMEMBER THAT. So if she was able to do that to you, sooner or later, she will end up doing the same thing to her present bf.
You don’t have to cry a river for her. She doesn’t deserve even a teardrop from you for every mess she made. Crying for someone who is as selfish as she is, doesn’t deserve any of your attention. Prove to her that you can do anything and everything without her. Show her that you are having the time of your life now that you are not together. Do stuff that you know will makes her feel envious, insecure and intimidated. For the time being that you had been together, I know.. you know these things. Do things that she really hates but makes you feel comfortable. Make her feel left out. That life doesn’t suck without her, instead it ROCKS.
Live your life the way you should have been living. As if you didn’t knew her. What would your life be if you didn’t meet her? What could you be doing now? What would be your achievements? What makes you happy? What makes you feel successful? What is your life now, considering the last time before you met her?
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