My cute little angel

I woke up in a sudden daze. Remembering that dream, it felt like it was close to reality. It’s as if it really happened. But it didn’t.

I described him as my cute little angel, of course, which nobody could hear in reality. I even admitted in my dream that I had a crush on him when we were young. And that too will never be known when I am awake.

It feels like I am sleep talking. It almost felt real. But thank goodness it’s not.

He’s not friends with Hero. So he’ll never know about that song. He will never bring me those flowers because it’s difficult to find in a very long day. He will never do such thing because we’re not friends anymore. He won’t give me that new Banana Yoshimoto book because he already opened it. He will never do anything close to that. Because it’s never gonna happen.

And I won’t surrender. Caroline and Hero will not give in to Enyah. They vowed that they won’t make Bryyan another Timmy out of the blue. Unless, Bryyan decides to do it full heartedly.

My friendship with Enyah changed ever since the secret about Timmy was revealed. She already spilled the beans and apologized for hiding it. But it’s just too painful to forgive and forget.

Now I only have Hero and Caroline. They were my stress-relievers and my official diary from time to time.

Arnold is still busy with his work. We’re good friends, but things just didn’t work out for us. He is doing great with his job and last that I heard, he might get his promotion one of these days. So, he was really working on it and was looking forward to it.