Saturday, November 7, 2009

chapter seventy eight

Chapter seventy eight.

News travel so fast. So fast that it seems not real. Impossible for the word to travel like thick air.

I heard rumors about Enyah. I know it’s not real. But even if I know the truth, I still checked up on her.

Yes. When I went into her house, I decided that we should be friends again. Time has engraved so much bitterness to us. No, not bitterness.. but a silent line that keeps us from talking.

I already forgave her. I know that whatever has happened to Timmy and I must not have any influence to our friendship.

“I heard the news…” I hurried to her, hugged her and told her how I felt about the news.

“I am feeling it. I’m about to die. I am feeling excruciating pain, but my soul is floating. I missed you, I hope in my last days we’ll still ….” She was about to say the words that rumors spread for her and I don’t want to hear it so I cut her off.

No. you won’t die. I will be here for you. I know it might sound as abrupt. But I already gave the misunderstanding a rest. Anyhow, we should be okay. Nothing should keep us from being friends. You know I love you and I missed you.” I told her from the deepest corner of my heart.

I can see the effect of drugs in her body. She is suffering, but I don’t want to believe that she has remaining days to live. I can’t accept that. But it’s hard to believe something that is not impossible to happen.

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